Published inForge·May 1, 2021Member-onlyWhat You’re Probably Getting Wrong About BurnoutSometimes, fighting the feeling can be as straightforward as redefining it — Inevitably, every few months, I’ll follow the demands of a creative career and a tough schedule straight into an energy crash. I find myself totally zapped, at a complete loss for story ideas or inspiration. “I need a break,” I’ll tell my friends. “I’m burnt out.” Recently, while reporting a…Kiwi20213 min readKiwi20213 min read
Published inThe Post-Grad Survival Guide·May 1, 2021Member-onlyLess Is More: Learning To Embrace Addition By SubtractionWhen I was just getting my freelancing career off the ground, I said yes to every single opportunity that came my way, and took every job I was offered. Many of them were a lot of work for very little pay. Some required me to use skills I didn’t actually…Kiwi20213 min readKiwi20213 min read
Apr 30, 2021Member-onlyWhy You Hate The Sound of Your Own Voice (And How To Love It Instead)In April, I launched a brand new podcast. The episodes are roughly 30 minutes long, and feature me interviewing scientists and other experts, and telling stories about animals and nature. In other words, it features my voice — a lot. And that took some serious getting used to. Like most…Kiwi20213 min readKiwi20213 min read
Published inForge·Apr 30, 2021Member-onlyThe Surprise Benefit of Talking to YourselfIt only works if you do it out loud — Whenever I’ve got bad writer’s block, or I’m anxious about an interview, or I’m not sure how to approach a conversation with an editor—or, for that matter, a friend — I talk to myself. Out loud. I like to go for a drive, or a walk, or even jump in…Kiwi20212 min readKiwi20212 min read
Apr 1, 2021Member-onlyThe Science of Spring CleaningLast week, I decided to paint my bathroom. It seemed like a simple enough project. It’s the smallest room in the house, so it couldn’t possibly take long, I reasoned, to clean out and organize its cabinets and closet, then scrub, spackle, and sand the walls. …Kiwi20213 min readKiwi20213 min read
Apr 1, 2021Member-onlySocial Calendars are Back — But Don’t OvercommitMost of us lost track of our 2020 planners sometime last spring. What did it matter? They were empty anyway. But now, as the ranks of the vaccinated grow, there are suddenly things to look forward to, trips being booked, and plans being made. And while it’s natural to want…Wellbeing3 min readWellbeing3 min read
Mar 31, 2021Member-onlyHow the Pandemic Changed PleasantriesThere are a lot of things Covid-19 took away that I want back. I want to get on planes. I want to sit on my friends’ couches and drink wine. I want to visit museums, eat pie at a diner counter, and run errands without having to think about how…Pandemic3 min readPandemic3 min read
Mar 31, 2021Member-onlyWhy I’m Putting My Messy Kitchen on ZoomFor the first few months after the pandemic forced the whole world onto Zoom, I tried to look “presentable.” In the frantic minutes before a video call, I’d change my shirt, put on mascara, prop my laptop up on a stack of books to get the perspective right, and wedge…Kiwi20213 min readKiwi20213 min read
Published inElemental·Feb 11, 2021Member-onlyAll About mRNA: The Molecule That Runs the WorldThe next frontier of medicine is based in mRNA — I can depend on my body. My muscles contract when I want them to — to carry me up mountains and down ski slopes, to pull my kayak paddle through the water, and move my hands across piano keys. When I drink my favorite red wine, my liver metabolizes the…Science5 min readScience5 min read
Published inElemental·Dec 14, 2020Member-onlyThe Scientific Guide To Not Freezing Your Ass off This WinterHow to dress for a pandemic winter — Two Septembers ago, a South Dakota snowstorm caught me off guard. I packed light — too light — for a trip to the Black Hills, to participate in the Buffalo Roundup and Arts Festival at Custer State Park. …Weather9 min readWeather9 min read